one of the problems i have with the feed is that it is designed in a way that you never stay with anything. the consequence of having a lot of content fed all at once is that we forget most of it the second we see it. so we learned to let go of each thing to get to the next one, and after enough time of that i think we forget we even know how to hold onto something.so i brought to life a wall that runs the opposite way. it asks you for one thing, which is the answer to, if everything digital vanished tomorrow, what's the one thing you'd keep, and why?there are no names, no likes, nothing that rises to the top. it's anonymous the whole way through, so the only reason to leave something is that it meant something to you.i've already left mine there. come add yours!!🌹https://thethingsidsave.thehiddeni.com/

i do believe that with everything that is going on, it will be really important for each artist to have their own place where they can build their own world. the first iteration of mine is now live. most of the things i’m going to experiment with will be added as single pieces to the puzzle i’m designing with the hidden i. i’m planning to take it irl as well. the zine i am working on is the first embodiment of that.🌹https://thehiddeni.com/

kindness is the most expensive free thing in the world. it’s free because it genuinely costs nothing to be kind, but at the same time it’s expensive because so many times it requires keeping our heads down, which is one of the hardest things to do in this day and age.🌹

agriculture season started yesterday for me with the wheat harvesting. i was on the field from around 1 pm to 8 pm with absolutely 0 shade and a lot of heat. thank God for sending some wind once in a while. i wanted to post some pics yesterday but i got really tired. the work continues, because now i have to sell and move the sacks that i’ve stored at home. potatoes are next in a month.🌹

most of the people who have left a note on the wall have mentioned photos/videos as the things they'd preserve if everything digital vanished tomorrow. idk why i didn't think it'd be that or didn't think it'd be that consistent. but each why behind them makes each one of them really special🌹https://thethingsidsave.thehiddeni.com/

when i started reading the Bible more seriously and desiring to follow God's path, one of the first things i wanted to give up on because i knew it's wrong was smoking. it was my favorite "wrong thing to do" though i've always said that i could quit whenever i wanted but when i actually wanted to i couldn't. so i prayed to be able to quit it, and it didn't even take 4 days and i stopped doing it. more than this i was and am still feeling like i've never smoked in my life. my friends told me that i didn't gain any weight, that i am crazy that i was able to do it like it was nothing. i don't deserve any credit. God does. i would've been still smoking if it wasn't for Him.🌹

i've never been interested in knowing what happens in the world because i never really cared about it, but now i am since the middle east war started because it felt different and if you look at the things behind what the news are sharing, well, they are bad. i don't think anything good is coming. i am at peace though with whatever may come. i wasn't a few months ago, but now i am, and the only reason i do so is because i'm closer to God than i've ever been.🌹

a friend told me that the biggest problem with our society is the endless and constant chase of money. and i completely agreed, because that's the root of everything i don't like about how humanity is now. even the richest people alive still want more of anything they can get even though they already have more than a person could spend across a hundred lifetimes. and this type of behavior bled down into all of us and made us greedy and cold.🌹

we spend our whole lives reaching for things that pass straight through our hands. a few months ago, something made me realize that almost none of the success, money, people, absolutely none of it holds any weight in the end, and it changed how i see and resonate with everything.i wrote about the turn that got me there in this essay.🌹https://thehiddeni.substack.com/p/where-are-you-going-when-everything

some of the “things”people decided to keep if everything digital vanished tomorrow🌹https://thethingsidsave.thehiddeni.com/